Rough Patches

I had a difficult day yesterday. It was emotionally and psychologically draining. Yet, I still managed the day in a way that would have previously been impossible for me to do.

I still manage to enjoy my haircut and a girl's night. I feasted on sushi and saki ad gelato. I went to see the new batman movie and turned in for some necessary R&R.

I managed to take care of myself after a day that would have sent me into a tailspin 5 years ago.

I even got up and at em this morning to pack my life up for the move. I am pulling myself together to go out with my boyfriend and be social....

My life is rolling along as always.

I am just fine.



That is something which cannot be undervalued.

It is truly a wonder for me to behold. That I am able to function like a "normal" person.

It hasn't been perfect. I have been short with O and I have been scattered and flakey. I have been frazzled and angsty. Yet, I have eaten and I have kept from breaking down (though I came close)....

I share this because I want those of you who are struggling to know that if you do the work and you try your best everyday... Then a day will come when you can handle the worst without spiraling out of control :)

Peace Love and Strength